Years later i’m writing in your rememberence that how perfect our first meeting was. Till today i still feel that freshness of your smile which used to grow wider with my presence. Actually we were kids at then so i never understood that the fact that you behaved differently around me. But we had to parts ways so that we can achieve our desired targets.
Years later yet again universe arranged our second innings that too more then friends. I was fighting my own battles yet greeted everybody with a smile on my face & On one fortunate day you become part of my life.
You found me in the dreary deserts. I was not ready for it but that was the best thing ever happened to me. You talked about my sparkling & curious eyes, my attitude and my humility. You said i’m not a face but a personality. You said i’m innocent and you liked that part of mine. You said i’m different. You said you have saved yourself for me and it was your fantasy of having me as a partner since always.
You brought me to life and light. I was mere a body who believed that love existed in sonnets and literature but you made me believe in love and romance.
You made me realise that i had a sleeping tigress in me who knew only passion and freedom. Freedom from every flaws.
I was attracted to your intelligence and deep engaging eye contacts which outsmarted me. I learnt from you and grew with you. You were the man who dared to enter and understand the depths of my heart, thoughts & the mystery which lies in my eyes.
I wanted all or nothing. I couldn’t be contented at heart getting half-assets of you. I’m a lethal combination of deep mind, pure soul & heart of gold. I loved you beyond measures and asked for nothing in return.
I loved you like i would love my own shadow, like you were the only person left for me in universe, like i couldn’t bear to be torn apart from you for a second, like my most beautiful mistake, my darkest sin committed over and over again. I wanted to love you with every inch of my body.
Yet now i’m not trying to drown in memories of you because i have already drowned. Now when you are gone with a good-bye song and will be a married man soon, the pain in my heart will never go away, its just i’ll learn to live with pain and will keep it buried deep inside my broken heart.
In this merciless world, nearly most of the people are looking up for filling up gaps in their broken esteem and fucked up brain. I hope everybody to meet a person like you so that love can overcome love all over again.
Love is not all the dilly-dally the movies make it out to be. Love is painful, knowledgable, hurtful, anxiety-inducing, compelling and life- changing alone.
A tribute to the most loveliest person i have ever met.